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Name: Marci
Gender: Female
Interests: My Savior, the FBC youth group, my wonderful friends, singing, music, Relient K, inside jokes, God, laughing until it hurts, sunsets, reading- yeah, I said reading, Jesus, facebook, writing, talking, shopping, love, being happy =D
Expertise: Listening.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/8/2005
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| so i can't sleep because i slept all day because of my eye :/
and's here what i'm thinking.
i'm thinking that next year i need to take more pictures. i have like none of my freshmen year. seriously. i'm going to start this summer. maybe i can ease into it lol.
i'm thinking that next year i need to find a better way to balance my time between Ann and Amanda/ Devin, Kim, Allison, Sam, and Kristina/Jessie, Garrett, Rebekah, BJ, and Josh/Emily, Rachel, Chrissy, Daisha, and Charlotte because i love them all. it's just hard when they are all in different places.
i'm thinking that this summer i need to completely love. to completely give myself with no reservations about being accepted. to live for God and no one else. to trust that He really does have a bigger and much much better plan.
i'm thinking that this summer i'm going to miss my friends and my mom and Sav like crazy but i want to embrace the chance at new friends and new experiences.
i'm thinking that this summer i need to grasp that i'm perfectly fine without a boy and stop looking for him.
i'm thinking that i like the new the script single.
i'm thinking...that's it :) | | |
| ok so i'm not being too demanding or unrealistic or trying to get a fairytale ending. i just know what i deserve. PERIOD. i deserve someone who will pursue me..someone who finds me captivating. someone who loves God more than he loves me. someone one who wants to pray with me. someone who wants our relationship to start and grow in Christ. this isn't irrational. this isn't too much to ask for. i'm not asking for someone perfect. not at all. i want someone real. someone with flaws, but who is so assured in Christ that those flaws don't keep him hiding. I am the girl. i don't want to lead. i'm tired of leading, i shouldn't have to. i want someone who realizes that's his responsibility. i want someone honest. i want someone who will keep me honest. i want someone who gives me respect. i want someone who is polite. i want a gentleman. and from now on, i'm not settling. | | |
| i hate how wonderfully love stories play out in books and movies. it just kinda makes me impatient..mixed with disbelief because it will never happen like that if it ever happens at all.
i'm kind of a cynic these days.
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| Ok so when my family gets stressed they get cranky.
I get quiet, my sister gets loud, my mom gets like on edge, and my dad yells.
I do not like it.
Not at all.
I've already decided the worst part of college MUST be the moving process.
I don't enjoy packing or loading or unloading or this awful feeling like I'm forgetting something.
I don't enjoy leaving people behind.
I don't enjoy thinking about the fact that I'm going to have to do this all over again at the beginning of the summer and then the end of it again.
Goodness.
I do enjoy the song Johnny and June.
and you.
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| Ok so I kind of accidentally took a nap today and now I can't sleep. GAH.
So basically I hate work. Not working..no, I'm ok with that. I hate going and sitting there. I mean seriously, how hard should it be to find something, ANYTHING, for me to do? I think I'm going to drive myself crazy if I don't have something to keep me busy tomorrow. And I know, I know..be careful what you wish for but I don't think it could be worse than nothing. Nothing gives me nothing but time to over think things and feel the hours of sleep I didn't get. Basically I'm not a fan. I'm debating buying a soduko book and coffee to take with me tomorrow.
I want to go swimming.
and Edward Cullen .
and a new bookshelf.
and for my room to clean itself.
...and pack up all my stuff for me.
and to watch Hercules.
and 10 Things I Hate About You again.
and to be sleepy.
and a caramel mocha java chiller.
and a yellow tank top.
and one of those narrator voices in the background.
and background music.
and wouldn't it be nice if we were older? then we wouldn't have to wait so long....
ooh and to watch 50 First Dates.
mk well i guess that's about all on the wish list for now..if you want to make any of them a reality, feel free =]
i've been listening to this song like the whole time i've been typing so thought i'd leave the lyrics with you guys...
Love ridden, Ive looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
Ive wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when its over
So I cant tonight, baby
No, not baby anymore - if I need you
Ill just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, well only have to wave
My hand wont hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now Im giving up on you
No, not baby anymore - if I need you
Ill just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, well only have to wave
No, not baby anymore - if I need you
Ill just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, well only have to wave
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